Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


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Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

Sunday, July 13, 2008
7:21 PM


There are times when I would wish that magick never did enter my life. Nonetheless we cannot do anything if something is meant for us t find then it would eventually find us anyways whthat ether we like it or not...

Today I have slipped into something that I probably should not have dont... where with magick I would have a degree of control but with drugs, i would guess there is no control over it. Slipping into something that makes me forget and also makes me contented with loneliness even without three sentinels.

Admittedly it was scary slipping in to the state to delirium where I am ultimately venurable to anything at all. In all occassion it has been a control environment where i just let myself fallback to the wall or to the bed...

What is scary... its the only thing that makes me happy and i like being happy

Will you ever notice me...

Tuesday, July 8, 2008
6:57 PM

Too late for love, too late for joy,
Too late, too late!
You loitered on the road too long,
You trifled at the gate:
The enchanted dove upon her branch
Died without a mate;
The enchanted princess in her tower
Slept, died, behind the grate;
Her heart was starving all this while
You made it wait.

Ten years ago, five years ago,
One year ago,
Even then you had arrived in time,
Though somewhat slow;
Then you had known her living face
Which now you cannot know:
The frozen fountain would have leaped,
The buds gone on to blow,
The warm south wind would have awaked
To melt the snow.

Is she fair now as she lies?
Once she was fair;
Meet queen for any kingly king,
With gold-dust on her hair,
Now these are poppies in her locks,
White poppies she must wear;
Must wear a veil to shroud her face
And the want graven there:
Or is the hunger fed at length,
Cast off the care?

We never saw her with a smile
Or with a frown;
Her bed seemed never soft to her,
Though tossed of down;
She little heeded what she wore,
Kirtle, or wreath, or gown;
We think her white brows often ached
Beneath her crown,
Till silvery hairs showed in her locks
That used to be so brown.

We never heard her speak in haste;
Her tones were sweet,
And modulated just so much
As it was meet:
Her heart sat silent through the noise
And concourse of the street.
There was no hurry in her hands,
No hurry in her feet;
There was no bliss drew nigh to her,
That she might run to greet.

You should have wept her yesterday,
Wasting upon her bed:
But wherefore should you weep today
That she is dead?
Lo we who love weep not today,
But crown her royal head.
Let be these poppies that we strew,
Your roses are too red:
Let be these poppies, not for you
Cut down and spread.

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Tuesday, July 1, 2008
7:45 PM

Bisik ku pada bulan
Kembalikan temanku
Kekasihku, syurgaku
Tanpa dia malam menemaniku
Sepi memelukku
Bulan jangan biar siang biar malam ini kelam
Biar ia sepi sepertiku

- From Sepi



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