Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


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Sunday, March 8, 2009
1:38 PM

Dear Blog (yes sad I know)

Very tired this morning, woken up by my mom who just open the door and told me that she is going to accompany to buy stuff for my sister, it was 10am – I feel asleep at 6am. But anyhow but was ready a particular blog when it strike something particular inside of me.
Something that I read from John Gray (relationship experts) that says that relationship usual fails when both assume that they other would do what is expected, whilst forgetting that they are not a particular individual but two different ones.
So where does that leads relationship management these days?

There are countless session where one will be sitting at the coffee table with nodding friends agreeing why “Women are just too complicated at time” guys… they are complicated full stop. We also have “men just don’t know how I feel” well ladies point me to a man that can read your mind.

Yeah am just rambling here~

Updates on what is on with my life at the moment?

Hmm~ am taking a break for a bit.

After awhile some people do feel unappreciated and their paranoid psyche will fuel this and sometimes it convince them of some stuff that need only a little validation from people… then all is set.

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, March 7, 2009
11:01 PM

The title to this blog reminds me so much of an entry that was so long ago, it was back when both party was in such of heat of arguement of wanting to place the blame was so much more the issue rather than settling the problem.

There was many things being said, in the end we hurt more each other more and despite howwe said that we are okay, we really were not okay~ because what was said was taken to the heart whether we wanted to or not.

With it was so much of an impact really because I the kind of person that will think about it.

At moment really i feel stupid. useless. and overall chopped liver.

Not wanting to make a post that ask for sympathy but i drove all my friends away and so does everything else, now all i have is the laptop to write all my thoughts just because it makes me a bit sane letting it all out.

Anyways... after a hectic day (with being nearly being called on the police and all, did i forgot to tell my granny broke her spine- the only one that i am close with.

I had a thought~

What if i just stop everything?

Come to think about it I am overbearing to everybody... i should just revert back to being Adika... just Adika.

The kid that would be at bandar every friday with bag pack, armed with a sketch book and also a writing pad. In search of material to write about, it was a good happy time.

Everything was simple.

Life was indeed simple, i get the satisfaction from being curiously listening to Eleanor telling his ups and down about love; taking notes from it. Purple bus was the main mode of transportation and money was scarce but all was not overly overbearing.

Now everything is just a mess.

I hate it.

I hate everything.

I want to dissapear from all of this

Will you ever notice me...

11:01 PM

Kadang kadang orang yang paling kita sayang lah yang paling susah kita sayangi; at times the ones that we love most are the ones that will face difficulty in love.

Will you ever notice me...

7:06 PM

Should we sacrifice something is meaningful over pride?

I should know this because it the only thing that i am seemingly doing right all the time.

Many in the instance no matter in relationship, work or life in general everybody (dont say you dont people - if you think about it then it counts)to be the casualities of pride.

with my track record of my pride triumphing over all.

*smiles at the desolateness of everything*

I deserve this loneliness~

*turn down the curtains and looks at the starless skies*

Its going to be another lonely year I would guess, am bracing all.

Sorry for those that I hurt along the way... i never meant it.

Sorry not returning your calls, messages, emails and IMs; I am just not ready yet
(chances are it will be some time before i would be meeting people). Thanks so much for wanting to be there for me in the time of need. Rest assure that I am good by myself.

To some people; Good Bye (i do miss you guys)

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