Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


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Thursday, August 20, 2009
3:11 PM

Dont ask much if you cannot do the same.

I would say sorry but you would say, you do it next time... And another ultimatum, another warning yada yada when other seems to take in the fact. My colleague knew me less than a year knows that am forgetful.

You want me to be harsh and take the lee way off on you?

Seems like youre asking that...

And from today that what you'll get.

Will you ever notice me...

2:01 PM

I guess after the course of life i begin to harden my shell because if i dont how will protect me, my parent over time had to gradually get use to wgat i have because... But a pattern they never see is... If the talk civil to me then i would do the same, raie a voice to me then expect no less.

Same with the rest,

I believe in equality, ihave my weakness and i admit to it, am forgetful to a fault but for all its worth my honesty is also to a fault...

But i begin to realize now why bother?

If people want to be pick on the details that i cant help then fine, i didnt want it to come to this but i want a full reset.

An eye for for an eye... I level you my mine.

... And a lie is still a lie no matter how you make it. For the people who does know is lie is a hidden truth... What about a forgotten truth would that be lying too?

Am very logical and i knows an angry mind does not take reasoning so that why when people approach me barbaric asking explanation with the pure intention is not listen but to just put the other person down i dont bother too...

And why should i do so much?

Not like it has been taken to account when we quarrel.

You remember words right asked that the words said should be careful then the principle is put on you.

Remember who said this, if am angry whatever he/she does i wouldnt care.

Am not returning to you any time sooner.

Will you ever notice me...

1:31 AM

I mean what the fuck right?

Home boy told i was chatting in mig33, i bet he is tripping big time cause the number one thing he thinks is am cheating?

What the fuck?

Homie... I dnt okay. Just relax okay, i knw u angry nw bt... Just chill okay?

Scr awak

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, August 14, 2009
12:28 PM

Maybe its me reading too much in the past that now i used symbolism too much and perhaps i should not because its too much open to guesses.

Will you ever notice me...

12:27 PM

Ahaks, just completing the ang mo look

Will you ever notice me...

9:01 AM

Huhu waiting for chicken rice in the early morning after getting my brother from work . . . Didnt know that we colour coordinate. Hehe

Okay i could not stop thinking about work really but in the same time i also can not give a damn because i have this little person inside of me screaming to not let people be fooled. . . Sigh

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, August 13, 2009
11:32 PM

After sending tuah to work... Again testing this time the photo hehe

Will you ever notice me...

9:55 PM

Nothing much just testing my new setting on my phone other than that i guess my life has taken the usual rock and roll feel

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, August 2, 2009
11:47 PM

tonights marks yet another misunderstanding that has blown out of proportion. But after awhile of silence and images and thoughts going into my head it invokes so many things that now i am wondering the possibilities.

I am touching on the subject of being equal.

I mean fine the is no more pictures, if he wants to be equal i think the number should be deleted since i dont have the number

Why stop there??? I think the necklace must go too, am not wearing any memorabilia so why shloud he? Bcos am not smoking, nor doing vices anymore... If i can give up something that has been in my life i dont see why he could... Its only been two years...

Also now i dont know why is he still holding on, i mean if the reason that he is not a heart breaker surfaces again... I would gladly tell that his reasonings are amazing.

Does he care for him? I dont mind but lately i have been thinking should i mind?maybe yes

Does he love that person still? I dont know and i would like to know... Also if the lovings messages hides a slight truth to all if this? Because i then would the treatment given fair and square? Then i ask as i been promised to be loyal and true, the same is given to me.

Or maybe the threat he had beckons him down... Which i thimk should be as his words rings "you dont know what i can do", but what can he do?

Go up to your family?... And?

All this rides up every now and again because i felt that for whatever reason my understanding is not appreciated. That when picked at fights, these understandings shaves off.

I know there will come a day that i would refuse and demand complete equality.

To have someone fully, you have to be their fully, any less? Expect the same... Because that is how it goes in the marriage of equals.

So

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