Thou hath a good measure of magic, kind Sir...
I cannot be sure.
And most tender praise.
Thou hath bewitched me, of this I am sure...
Without ready cure.
Of what thou doth say.
That which I enjoy?.
For 'tis true that thy charms, they do render me weak...
With each word thou wouldst speak.
If perchance thy sweet presence doth make itself known...
What thy words have just sown...
Would thy servant be.
Will you ever notice me...
11:18 AM
Moonlight drapes the mighty oaks in silver finery...
Droplets cast from Heaven's brow
Christens soft the fruitful bough
And every silken web endows...with purest filigree.
~
Unto this twilight fantasy, a knight did find his way...
Weariness did claim his strength,
Bidding him to rest at length
Upon this ever verdant bank, where crystal waters play.
~
Delicate as summer wind... voices rise in unison...
Nightsong drifting sweet and clear,
Capturing the mortal ear...
Whispering, "Thou need not fear of evil in this garden."
~
They move in true fluidity, no ripple do they make...
Effortless, their movements seem
Languid, soft...as of a dream,
Impossibility agleam...sweet ladies of the lake.
~
Their eyes reflect the deepest blue of this eternal stage...
Flawless skin...and darkly tressed,
Water beading on white breasts...
An image evermore impressed upon enchantments page.
~
They weave a mist of winter breath, concealing his repose,
From the threat of shadows press...
Darkness, seeking to undress
The sanctity of Gods success, and his good faith depose.
~
Yet, evil shall not purchase find upon this questing Knight,
For his heart is Love finespun
Serving faithfully but one
Who shall remain his brilliant sun...his ever guiding light.
~
He dreams of all the tenderness that he did leave behind...
Of the one for which he yearns
And his nightly passion turns
Welcoming the hidden irons, by which true love doth bind.
~
Upon this earthen bed he lay, with heart at Heaven's door,
Warm with sweetest pleasures bloom
Breathing deep of loves perfume,
Whilst every nuance they consume, and greedily seek more.
~
Casting off the sleepy shroud that Morpheus doth favour...
Dreaminess and truth enmesh
Glistening and dewy fresh,
Angels given fairest flesh, to cause his voice to waver.
~
In wonderment at waters edge, he reaches out to them...
Watching as they gently glide
Through the lilies, to his side,
Absent of all worldly pride, and lovely as a poem.
~
With a touch, all sweet sensation was made known to him...
Twinkling brightly as it poured
Plucking soft a vibrant chord,
Flooding swift this mortal ford, with passion to the brim.
~
Their voices drift melodious, unto his willing ear...
Forming doubt into belief
Bending fear into relief,
Unguarded hearts, waiting a thief...to teach them love sincere.
~
His body slips into cool waters, led by questing hands...
But, his thoughts are of his love
As he fights to rise above,
The pleasure he is servant of...and his weakness demands.
~
Their kisses hold the breath of life, and by them he is fed...
As he spirals ever deep,
Bound in arms that wish to keep
The secret of his dreamless sleep...in this, their watery bed.
~
The silken silence cradled him, though he fought to be freed...
Letting loose a flood of tears,
Anguish that no mortal hears
And vanquishing his human fears before they chance to seed.
~
Within a lover's soulful cry did this true knight exclaim...
Issued softly, as a plea,
Growing with intensity
Until the waters fairly bleed his sweet beloved's name.
~
As sudden as he was enticed, so was his prompt release...
Arcing as a bird in flight
Bursting through the surface light,
His gasping breaths begging respite, of this, his last caprice.
~
Moments later, on grassy banks, his puzzled mind did ache...
Everything that went amiss
From the time their eyes met his,
He shall not remember this...or the Ladies of the Lake.
~
From deep within this secret realm, they watch as he departs...
Confident that there shall be
Another Knight, pure as he
The one who shall not wish to flee the welcome of their hearts.
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11:16 AM
The few collection of poems after this post is made by Marianna Angelaise Isabeau, she has been an influence to me though she doesnt know and apparently the site has been shut down i dont know why...
but he poems is too beautiful... so please read on and enjoy..
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8:30 AM
Work Life=>
Argh~ I need to find another job
Yes~ i know that those who knows me from the past will say to my face "and yet again he is off to another job" and i know that to some people that it has become a norm to hear that i have skipped yet to another job but this time~ seriously people *i could hear people sighing in the background* am off to a more secure job... hmm the question is which one?
Social Life =>
huhu~ well suprisingly my social life has been the minimum... not much hanging late night anymore or being the attention of people when me and the gang go to JT.
But that I can tell you is that I have sort of a new circle~ been hanging out with them alot lately which is actually quiet different from my wilder circle huhu
Love Life =>
What love life?
Labels: update
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Wednesday, November 19, 2008
9:27 AM
My Beloved,
I know time will change us, as hard as we try to be who we are time will shed a different shade every time you go father away from me. Slowly but surely you fade into the background, am afraid you will just become a shadow that cease to leave but always haunting me.
I couldnt believe~ i still choose to not believe that you have however change so drastically.
Where is all the passion that i used to seek within you? had it dimmed and just went out without me realize it. Maybe now just holding on pathetically to the past memories that makes me smile and happy when I walk down the place where we used to go.
I die each day... as i realized that you are slowly dying in my heart.
My smile and my happiness fades away and the misery comes yet again.
I have lost alot in the past and now should i face the fact that i am losing you, then i would rather to love you in silence and also in pain~ if that makes you happy. I guess there is too much to say but it would be a waste as you already made up your mind.
I just wait until you come around... even if till i die~
Love Always,
Adika
Labels: breakdown, crying, death, destruction, love, revelation, sadness, weakness
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Saturday, November 15, 2008
8:30 AM
Dear Harris,
This is my declaration of love towards you and all that read this entry, to inform all and everyone that I am no longer single and available. That you have my undivided attention and I help you through this troubling time until you are completely healed
This is the most effort that I have ever made for someone, not expecting you to return it but I hope that it will make you feel better that you do have someone.
Love,
Adika Nataku
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Wednesday, November 12, 2008
10:46 AM
Incompatible,
it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find
Is it possible
Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise?
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line
Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one
Labels: love, reflection, relationship, song
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Monday, November 10, 2008
9:24 AM
Lately himself has been talking about his Ex, how he would wish that he would like to be friends with him - I was on support for him on this because I believe that they should become friends. As some part in my rekindle of some memory of two people that used to be my anchor before I destroyed everything.
I guess its one of those times when i have a relapse of everything... Where walking through the streets that I used to walk with them literally hand in hand.
I miss them.... but i know that what i did was too much.
Yes... I was the bad one.
Labels: breakdown, forgiveness, friends, loneliness
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Thursday, November 6, 2008
12:05 PM
"What hurts the most,
what being so close
and Having so much to say
watching you walk away"
Suddenly i feel emo~
Labels: sadness, snippet
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Wednesday, November 5, 2008
3:10 PM
"And Here Is To The First 1 Month" I said to the audience to stars
they have witnessed too much, now they wish healed be the scars
For in this life time the moon has been my faithful lover to the end
As for the wind her embrace are just i needed, she is heaven sent
Labels: loneliness, reflection, relationship, relfection, revelation, sadness, snippet
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Tuesday, November 4, 2008
2:04 PM
"am sorry~ I can't choose between and now am moving on"
Labels: loneliness, love, snippet
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