Okay with the New Year coming around the corner, I guess it has been a year of discoveries...

Cross that...

It had been two years of discoveries to know really within what is eating within me.

Which is many, i discover that i was not the nicest person that i thought i was anymore, up on my lane is destruction and at some point i believed that if i was bored enough with life... i could just destroy everything and everyone around it because of the boring drama...

Drama... yeah that is one thing that i could never get around to have patience for, i mean you bawl your eyes out because something happen and you become someone that is too caught up in the trauma that you cant do anything else but... cry.

Crying... yes, i discovered that i am not much of crying person also.

I guess i am good at being heartless...

Oh also have come to terms that if people dont like me... that is totally okay just dont mess around with my life, because as 2009 has progressed I have been sending out Karma back to these people... it amazes me though when these people in complete confusion just stop and stared at the sky asking a question why is the bad things happening to them.

So yeah...

I am not entirely okay with the Lambak Group though that one I have to agree...

I am still not okay that they think that just because they are out of reach they are going to be okay to continue to be vicious with their words and put people down.

I know that i am not the vigilante that is actually needed but at least it takes my mind of visualizing certain relatives drowning in the pool of blood coming from the own lungs.

*rereading the post*

wow didnt know that i was being so macabre... sorry tendencies i guess

anyways...

here is to 2010...

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