Now that ever wanting feeling to just switch into the darker side comes in a greater wave, because come to think about it everything would be so easier for me, everything and everything would be just in my grasp and more.

But no~ I have to have a conscience that says its better to suffer for all the things that i have rather to just flip back into Raven again (long story will tell one of these days). But what annoys me more is that when people only hear what I say but dont listen... because for me learning to listen had been a vital part of being mature... well heck for any communication for any level of relationship no matter friends or anything else.

And now I have someone that is supposed to be a friend and yet threatens me... I dont like to get threaten, it is when I am threaten I will break what ever ties that I have and turn evil against the particular person.

So much that unknowingly I would utter a hex and that would be the end of everything.

Dont open the flood gate if you are not ready to die just as yet

Labels: friends, magick, reflection, relationship