Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


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Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

Thursday, December 4, 2008
8:43 AM

I am a stronger person when i need to be, I am known to erase all sort of emotions that comes my way and its hard to make me cry, so when I cry it does not only mean I am weak... it also means that contemplation of death is also lingering~ like last time (yes~ the image of the hard ground from the 5th floor was so inviting)

Guess now i am in the stage of certainty and unknowns...

Too many feelings are mixed about... I realized though that a door must be fully closed before another one could be opened, that is why I guess we shouldnt linger with the key but rather leave it on the doormat for someone else to open...

I hate december~

Suddenly I remember a song that is once dedicated to me

Evanescence - missing

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll have woke up,
And, barely conscious,
you'll say to no one:"isn't something missing? "

You won't cry for my absence,
I know -You forgot me long ago
.Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

[chorus]Even though I'd be sacrificed,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
Shudder deep and cry out:"isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me? "

[chorus]

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
And wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

Maybe i should go missing like I always do~

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