I am an over emotional person that will do everything when I have set up my mind that person is the one that I will dedicate my life to.

The last part to wrap out my life this year

Phoenix, I dont know where to start about a person that is my saviour, till now i dont know when I can finish my debt to him. He was there during my darkest of time, he knows secrets that none knows about me and he takes me as who I am ~ flaws and all.
But again there was the rocky start for the year when Armand came along... and having been a to grow up by an early age I almost forgot how it was to be a carefree and being with a different set of people.

Here he was this person that was my age and we clicked~ if push didnt become to shove then I would not done what I have done.

But i did...

Two years down the drain~ so many people hurt in the process... not only us three but the circle too.

I guess it was a pathetic attempt to re enter the circle but I felt that it was hard and frankly phoenix I do intent to repay just wait aye and as for when i stayed at your place... you had also a life that i dont want to break the pattern for.

So i took my leave...

and if hating me makes you feels good then its fine.

and as for Armand... there is no more words to be said? yes~ its true then.
that was my last of Belahan Jiwa, one is in my heart and one is the blood that flows through that heart.

But as both of them died~ then that was the end of it...

I promised that that would be the last of everything~ I would just meet people for the sake of meeting people.

But Harris came~

It took three days for me to think~ my heart wanted to but my logicale was telling me no.

But i took the leap...

I know you are reading this Harris,

I will wait~ and if the end of the story means that we would be like this then fine... at least you would be there with me.

I just cant afford to lose another Belahan Jiwa~

So to Harris~ here is to you... my Belahan Jiwa Yang Terakhir...

My bestfriend and my blood

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