I do admit if anything that I am very nice when it comes to everybody, this is because I cannot afford to be mean because if iIdo become mean to a particulat person then pray to the sweet lord for mercy on the person's soul because then I would focus my all to make the person suffer as much as she/he could ever imagine.

That much is spite within my dark soul.

Being a witch does not help either as at times I would cast unknowingly hexes.

Nataku is part of me that is always unsettled, vengeful and holds grudes until if possible to the end of time.

I would remember every word, emotions and also every nuance the very moment where I decide to hate the person. The slight dizzy feeling, the heating up of the body~ are the physical symptoms that shows it going to that state.

So yeah~ December is gone~ now I can do very much anything~

Labels: death, destruction, reflection, vengeance