tonights marks yet another misunderstanding that has blown out of proportion. But after awhile of silence and images and thoughts going into my head it invokes so many things that now i am wondering the possibilities.

I am touching on the subject of being equal.

I mean fine the is no more pictures, if he wants to be equal i think the number should be deleted since i dont have the number

Why stop there??? I think the necklace must go too, am not wearing any memorabilia so why shloud he? Bcos am not smoking, nor doing vices anymore... If i can give up something that has been in my life i dont see why he could... Its only been two years...

Also now i dont know why is he still holding on, i mean if the reason that he is not a heart breaker surfaces again... I would gladly tell that his reasonings are amazing.

Does he care for him? I dont mind but lately i have been thinking should i mind?maybe yes

Does he love that person still? I dont know and i would like to know... Also if the lovings messages hides a slight truth to all if this? Because i then would the treatment given fair and square? Then i ask as i been promised to be loyal and true, the same is given to me.

Or maybe the threat he had beckons him down... Which i thimk should be as his words rings "you dont know what i can do", but what can he do?

Go up to your family?... And?

All this rides up every now and again because i felt that for whatever reason my understanding is not appreciated. That when picked at fights, these understandings shaves off.

I know there will come a day that i would refuse and demand complete equality.

To have someone fully, you have to be their fully, any less? Expect the same... Because that is how it goes in the marriage of equals.

So

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